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Too Bad Bush Does Not Know History

18:48 Jun 27 2007
Times Read: 635


Historians have tended to believe that little more than political cynicism ever animated John Kennedy's response to civil rights—before and during his abbreviated presidency. As a rebellion among African Americans against Southern racism was mounting, J.F.K. saw the issue as less a moral crusade for the soul of America, as many white liberals believed it to be, than a potential barrier to his presidential nomination. He was mindful of the injustices of segregation but was more interested in making sure he secured white voters across the South. Kennedy's coolness toward the 1957 civil rights bill, the first major attempt to advance black equality since post-Civil War Reconstruction, provoked black civil rights leader Roy Wilkins to berate Kennedy publicly for "rubbing political elbows" with Southern segregationists.



But the Kennedys—John and his younger brother Robert, who served as J.F.K.'s Attorney General—have been given too little credit for progress on resolving America's oldest and greatest social divide. Even if J.F.K.'s passion for the cause came late, it made it possible for his successor, Lyndon Johnson, a white Texan, to become the architect of desegregation.



Although more a civil rights opportunist than a passionate convert to the cause, Kennedy sent repeated messages that if elected, he would use presidential power to promote equality for African Americans. He backed a strong civil rights plank in the Democratic Party's 1960 platform and refused to abandon that position when Southern Senators pressed him to do so. He argued that desegregation of public housing could be accomplished with one stroke of the pen as part of Executive action "on a bold and large scale." When the Rev. Martin Luther King Jr., head of the Southern Christian Leadership Conference, was unjustly jailed in Georgia, ostensibly for a minor traffic infraction but actually for trying to integrate a department store, Kennedy made a well-publicized call to King's wife offering to help arrange his release.



But once elected, Kennedy was reluctant to give in to demands for prompt and forceful action on civil rights. And his attention was elsewhere: he devoted his Inaugural Address almost exclusively to foreign affairs. Part of his restraint was simple political calculation: he and his brother knew any change would have to come from their branch, not Congress, which was dominated by conservative Southern Democrats serving as chairmen of key committees.



So Kennedy's actions were modest at first. To unify Congress and the nation behind an effective anticommunist foreign policy and win passage of other reform measures—a large tax cut to spur the economy, federal aid for education and health insurance for seniors—Kennedy confined his civil rights actions to setting up the Committee on Equal Employment Opportunity in 1961. It was invented to eliminate discrimination in hiring federal employees and give federal contracts to businesses pledged to fair hiring practices. His caution allowed him to persuade Southern Senators to mute their opposition to the selection of Robert C. Weaver, a black expert on housing, as administrator of the Housing and Home Finance Agency. Kennedy also

appointed Harris Wofford, a law professor and prominent liberal advocate of black equality, as a special presidential assistant for civil rights and told him it was time "to make substantial headway against... the nonsense of racial discrimination," although with "minimum civil rights legislation [and] maximum Executive action."



With such small steps, Kennedy won no applause from the country's civil rights advocates during the opening months of his presidency. "I'm convinced that he has the understanding and the political skill, but so far I'm afraid that the moral passion is missing," King said. When Kennedy wouldn't sign a controversial Executive Order desegregating federally financed housing, as he had promised, he received thousands of pens in the mail.



J.F.K.'s judicial appointments underscored his initial timidity on civil rights. Although he nominated Thurgood Marshall, a prominent figure at the National Association for the Advancement of Colored People (NAACP) and a leading black advocate in Brown v. Board of Education, for appointment to the U.S. Circuit Court of Appeals, Kennedy also selected five Southern conservatives for federal judgeships, which reinforced the likelihood of continuing rulings on behalf of school segregation and black disenfranchisement across the South.



In 1962, when black and white activists met violent resistance to their antisegregation campaign in Albany, Ga., the President responded by endorsing Bobby Kennedy's rhetorical pleas for reasoned discussion by both sides. King reacted angrily by sending J.F.K. a telegram "asking for Federal action against anti-Negro terrorism in the South." Kennedy did federalize the Mississippi National Guard in September 1962 and made it possible to enroll James Meredith at the University of Mississippi, but his action came too late. By then, the bloodshed had left one Oxford, Miss., resident dead and 160 federal Marshals injured. A year later, in the spring of 1963, he hesitated to ask Congress to enact a comprehensive bill that would ban segregation in all places of public accommodation.



But a crisis in Birmingham, Ala., changed his mind about the imperative of civil rights, and thus was born Kennedy's real legacy on this front. In May, police and firemen attacked black demonstrators with snarling police dogs and high-pressure fire hoses that knocked marchers down and tore off their clothes. TV images of the police violence reached around the world and embarrassed the country. A picture on the front page of the New York Times and TV-news coverage of a dog lunging to bite a teenager on the stomach incensed Kennedy, who said the photo made him sick.



Kennedy wanted to find a compromise that could end the crisis. King, who had been in a Birmingham jail since April, had already put renewed pressure on the White House by publishing a letter of complaint to white clergymen who were counseling patience and an end to civil disobedience. "I have almost reached the regrettable conclusion," King wrote, "that the Negro's greatest stumbling block in his stride toward freedom is not the White Citizen's Councilor or the Ku Klux Klanner, but the white moderate, who is more devoted to 'order' than to justice... who paternalistically believes he can set the timetable for another man's freedom."



Segregationists gave King even greater leverage in his demand for federal action when they bombed the home of King's brother and a Birmingham motel where King usually stayed. A riot in the city's black ghetto that left nine blocks of it a smoldering ruin raised fears of similar riots all over the South. Dealings with Alabama Governor George Wallace, who had publicly promised "segregation now, segregation tomorrow, segregation forever," deepened Kennedy's sense of hopelessness about finding Southern moderates who would alter regional conditions without federal intervention.



The President now told his brother Bobby that the South will "never reform. The people in the South haven't done anything about integration for a hundred years, and when an outsider intervenes, they tell him to get out, they'll take care of it themselves, which they won't." The only solution Kennedy saw was a major federal civil rights statute that outlawed segregation in all places of public accommodation—parks, buses, swimming pools, theaters, hotels and restaurants. He believed such a law would give African Americans hope and remove the incentive to mob violence, not only across the South but also in ghettos all over the country.



In June, Kennedy gave a nationally televised address that was largely extemporaneous, since a formal speech had been handed to him only five minutes before he went on the air. A heartfelt appeal on behalf of a moral cause now trumped any self-serving political calculations. "We are confronted primarily with a moral issue," Kennedy said. "It is as old as the Scriptures and is as clear as the American Constitution. The heart of the question is whether all Americans are to be afforded equal rights and equal opportunities... One hundred years of delay have passed since President Lincoln freed the slaves, yet their heirs, their grandsons, are not fully free. They are not yet freed from the bonds of injustice. They are not yet freed from social and economic oppression. And this nation, for all its hopes and all its boasts, will not be fully free until all its citizens are free... A great change is at hand, and our task, our obligation, is to make that revolution, that change, peaceful and constructive for all." He followed his speech by asking Congress to enact a bill that removed race from consideration "in American life or law."



Although Kennedy's assassination five months later deprived him of the chance to sign the civil rights bill into law, he had finally done the right thing. That its passage in 1964 came under Johnson's Administration should not exclude Kennedy from the credit for a landmark measure that decisively improved American society forever. Although J.F.K. had been slow to rise to the challenge, he did ultimately meet it. That gives him a place in the pantheon of American Presidents who, in his own words, were profiles in courage.



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JFK was from the North and was a wealthy individual all of his life. He admitted that he learned about the Great Depression which he lived through at Havard. He was not one to say he experienced something that he did not.



To get elected, he needed the support of white Southern Democrats who at the time were rampant racists. They needed to be that way to get into office themselves. While I tend to believe they were able to be true to their true nature and get elected, they surely were not going to admit that what went on in the South was wrong. Telling a Southerner they are wrong is a good way to start a fight. The fight will be more brutal if you come from outside the South. I am sure Kennedy was aware of that fact. Lyndon B Johnson was on Kennedy's presidental ticket not because he was adored by the Kennedys . (In fact, it was common knowledge that there was never any love loss between him and Bobby. Read my profile and you will know whose side I am on there. ) Johnson was from Texas and the Kennedys needed the electoral votes from that state to win. They also needed Johnson to secure the Democratic nomination. I am sure Johnson knew that and used it to his advantage every chance he got. You would expect nothing less from a political protege of Sam Rayburn.



Kennedy knew that to go off half-cocked about civil rights would make him very unpopular with his party and could lead to a lame duck presidency. What president wants to find themselves in a position where they can do nothing? Martin Luther King Jr had every right to be angry. People in his home region refused to see him as a man based on the color of his skin. Neither John or Bobby could say they knew what that felt like. They had never went through that and would not. Their family had been on the shores of America less time than Martin's , but they were in the White House. I am sure that was enough there to send many African Americans over the edge.



Kennedy thought that maybe I will give the Southern Democrats time to see that what is going on is wrong. The segregationists were clueless and had no idea that they had a man with tact and finesse that was trying to bring about a peaceful end to a great social and moral wrong. They wanted to show their monkey behinds and eventually Kennedy grew tired of their behavior. He knew that the federal government would have to force change by legal means . When you get what your actions, ask for, you blame nobody but yourself. Never mind what your words said. You did it. They made their bed and had to wallow in it.



They gave Martin Luther King Jr the moral authority he should have had in the first place. If the white Southerners at the time did not like that , then they should not have helped bring that about. Many would later get mad when Martin's birthday became a holiday. They wanted to celebrate Robert E Lee's birthday as well. Lee was a brillant general who fought for the wrong side. He did not have Grant or Lincoln give him moral authority by their behavior. It was the South that seceded. They gave the moral authority to the North by many of their actions.



Because Kennedy did not act like a rabid dog and was able to carefully reason what was going on, Johnson was able to pass the civil rights act. If Kennedy had acted like the typical ugly American, nothing would have been done in the way of civil rights. Did things change overnight? No. Do we still have problems in this country regarding race? Yes. Laws may prevent someone from doing something to another who is different, but it does not change their mindset. That will take some time with some people and others who are not worth our collective effort will never change.



If Bush knew history, maybe he would have seen that going off half-cocked about anything causes bigger problems. Maybe he would have attempted tact and finesse in dealing with some of the more difficult people in this country and around the globe. No matter what political party you belong to, you can learn quite alot from an Irishman people nicknamed Jack and his brother Bobby.


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Stop Listening To Karl Rove, Listen To this Guy

10:29 Jun 26 2007
Times Read: 644


WASHINGTON (CNN) -- Republican support for President Bush's Iraq war policy suffered a significant crack Monday evening when Republican Sen. Richard Lugar of Indiana urged the president to change course in Iraq "very soon."



The well-respected GOP voice on foreign affairs took to the Senate floor to urge Bush to avoid further damage to America's military readiness and long-term national security.



"Our course in Iraq has lost contact with our vital national security interests in the Middle East and beyond. Our continuing absorption with military activities in Iraq is limiting our diplomatic assertiveness there and elsewhere in the world," he said.



Lugar, the ranking Republican on the Senate Foreign Relations Committee, also sounded a pessimistic note on the prospects for internal political progress in Iraq.



He said he sees "no convincing evidence that Iraqis will make the compromises necessary to solidify a functioning government and society, even if we reduce violence to a point that allows for some political and economic normalcy."



The senator said continuing military operations in Iraq were putting a damaging level of stress on U.S. forces, "taking a toll on recruitment and readiness."



"The window during which we can continue to employ American troops in Iraqi neighborhoods without damaging our military strength, or our ability to respond to other national security priorities, is closing," he said. "The United States military remains the strongest fighting force in the world, but we have to be mindful that it is not indestructible."



Lugar also said he believes the chances for success of Bush's strategy of boosting troop levels in Iraq to try to get the security situation there under control is "very limited within the short period framed by our own domestic political debate."



"The costs and risks of continuing down the current path outweigh the potential benefits that might be achieved," Lugar said. "Persisting indefinitely with the 'surge' strategy will delay policy adjustments that have a better chance of protecting our vital interests in the long term."



Army Lt. Gen. Ray Odierno, commander of the multinational forces in Iraq, said on Sunday that he was seeing "momentum" in the conflict.



"I feel like we are building some momentum over here -- momentum of change, both within the government of Iraq and on the ground. But we'll see. That could change very quickly," he told CNN.



And Sen. Kay Bailey Hutchison, a Texas Republican, said Sunday that setting a deadline for withdrawing forces "would put our troops more in harm's way."



"We cannot look like we are just putting our tail between our legs and going home without regard to the promises we've made, the commitments we've made. Should we push the Iraqi government? Absolutely," she told CNN.



A Lugar aide told CNN that in January, during a meeting with Bush and Virginia Republican Sen. John Warner, Lugar privately expressed his doubts about the troop buildup, but he had not gone public with his misgivings until Monday.



Despite his call for a course change, Lugar said he did not support calls by some Democrats for a complete U.S. withdrawal from Iraq, which he said "also fails to meet our security interests."



Rather, he said a "downsizing and redeployment of United States military forces to more sustainable positions" -- in rural locations of Iraq, Kurdish areas or possibly Kuwait -- might better serve American security interests.



Lugar also warned the president that failing to pay heed to domestic political opposition to the war, especially with a presidential campaign approaching, would result in contentiousness that would "greatly increase the chances for a poorly planned withdrawal from Iraq, or possibly the broader Middle East region, that could damage United States interests for decades."



"The president and some of his advisers may be tempted to pursue the 'surge' strategy to the end of his administration, but such a course contains extreme risks for United States national security," Lugar said. "The president and his team must come to grips with the shortened political timeline in this country for political operations in Iraq."



"A course change should happen now, while there is still some possibility of constructing a sustainable bipartisan strategy in Iraq. If the president waits until the presidential election campaign is in full swing, the intensity of confrontation on Iraq is likely to limit [options]," he said.



While a handful of other Republican senators have broken with the Bush administration over Iraq, Lugar's call for a course change -- which his spokesman, Andy Fisher, said was "months in the making, weeks in writing" -- is likely to have particular resonance, given his stature as one of the party's elder statesmen on foreign policy.



The six-term senator, a former Navy intelligence officer, was chairman of the Foreign Relations Committee from 1985 to 1987 and again from 2003 until earlier this year, when Republicans lost their Senate majority.



He also hails from the normally bedrock Republican state of Indiana, where Democrats made inroads in midterm elections last year amid public unhappiness over the war.



A Lugar aide told CNN that the senator gave Senate Minority Leader Mitch McConnell, a Kentucky Republican, and some of his other colleagues notice that he was going to speak critically about the Iraq war.



After Lugar finished his remarks, Senate Majority Whip Dick Durbin, an Illinois Democrat and a sharp critic of the war, praised his Indiana colleague's "thoughtful, sincere and honest" speech, which Durbin said was in "finest tradition of the U.S. Senate."



"I would urge colleagues on both sides of the aisle to step back from the debate on Iraq, take an inventory of where we are, take an honest appraisal and move forward," Durbin said. "I think it is the starting point for a meaningful debate, a debate that looks at the conflict in a realistic way."



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An elder statesman on foreign policy who happens to be a Republican is breaking away with Bush on Iraq. Those who think supporting what Bush is doing in Iraq is the same thing as supporting the troops are not going to like the sound of this. I doubt they actually believe ( unless their intellect is sorely lacking) that supporting Bush equals support for the troops. I think most times it is partisan and smacks of some conservative wanting to stick it to liberals. At least this Republican knows how to think for himself.



The longer we tarry in Iraq the more our troops become exhausted. The longer we keep our soliders in a war zone the greater the chances they will develop life long mental problems. Does anyone know what post traumatic stress syndrome does to a person? It will disable them for life. What if while in the war zone the solider with the problem does something that is not something he or she could live with? A person could go nuts and turn weapons on their own. Friendly fire has killed many a serviceman and servicewoman.



Recruitment is down. That is not suprising. Many do not want to find themselves in Iraq and I cannot say I blame them. I know one young man personally who would have joined but is not keen on the idea of going to Iraq.



If we stay in the Middle East, sooner or later anothe one of our foes is going to realize we do not have enough troops in the United States to take care of something on American soil. Do you think they do not already realize this? Terrorists around the globe are probably keeping track of where are military is and how tied up they currently are. When would be the best time to strike?"When our national guard is strong and on our shores or when it is weak and somewhere else. I think the latter would be the most opportune moment.



For those who say we must stay the course to make good on promises, well I want to know what promises have been made and were they realistic in the first place? We cannot go around as a nation and make unrealistic promises to the deteriment of our military. I do not see other nations doing that. Kay Bailey Hutchinson said we need to apply pressure to the government of Iraq to do more. That is an idea whose time has come and gone. Someone should have made damn sure that was done many months ago. We should not wait until the eleventh hour to do anything regarding Iraq. Maybe we should stop treating this like Vietnam. We did not win there and saying Win in Iraq or Bust will lead to the same outcome.


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Defiant Til The End

15:05 Jun 19 2007
Times Read: 666


HAVANA, Cuba (AP) -- Recuperating Fidel Castro vowed the United States "will never have Cuba," saying in an essay published Monday that nearly a year after emergency surgery left him "between life and death" the island's communist system is strong and will stay that way.



The essay titled "You will never have Cuba" filled the front page of the Communist Party daily Granma and other official newspapers. Castro accused President Bush of plotting to send troops to Cuba since 2002 and to "install a direct imperial administration."



"Cuba will continue developing and perfecting the combative capacity of its people, including our modest but active and efficient arms industry, against any invader that it comes across, no matter what weapons they have," Castro wrote in the article, which was signed Sunday afternoon.



Cuba has repeatedly said its citizens are armed and prepared to beat back any U.S. attempt to take advantage of Castro's health problems and invade.



Castro announced last July that illness forced him to temporarily cede power to a government headed by his brother Raul, the defense minister.



The 80-year-old's exact condition and ailment are state secrets, but life on the island has remained little changed since he fell ill. In recent weeks, Castro has signed a series of editorials, most of them on international topics such as a U.S.-backed plan to use food crops for biofuels.



But Monday's was one of just two that have focused on Cuba, noting that nearly a year had passed since July 31, 2006, when he was "between life and death."



Paraphrasing the statement in which he turned over power, Castro said, "I don't have any doubt that our people and our revolution will fight until the last drop of blood."



"You shouldn't doubt it either, Mr. Bush!" Castro added. "I can assure you, you will never have Cuba!"



Castro blamed Washington's 45-year-old trade embargo and travel ban against Cuba for widespread hunger and malnutrition over the years.



"Our people are about to reach 50 years of cruel blockade. Thousands of children have died or been mutilated as a consequence of the dirty war against Cuba," he wrote.



He also said that a U.S. policy of allowing most Cuban migrants who reach U.S. territory to stay was "another cause of death for Cuban citizens, including women and children" apparently because it encourages thousands to make dangerous attempts to reach Florida by boat.



Castro said that when the Soviet Union collapsed in 1991, costing Cuba billions of dollars in annual subsidies and reducing the island's food supply, the U.S. embargo contributed to cutting "proteins and calories" on the island by 40 percent, while also causing widespread medicine shortages.



"Everyone awaited, some with sadness, some with jubilation, the collapse of the Cuban revolution," he wrote.



Suffering through an era dubbed the "special period," Cuba took small steps to open the economy to some foreign investment and bolster tourism, which increased the influx of hard currency.



The moves brought Cuba's economy back from the brink, but Castro wrote that foreign cash "caused much damage to social consciousness" by giving many Cubans a taste of capitalism and material wealth.



Castro's close friend and ally, socialist Venezuelan President Hugo Chavez, has recently bolstered Cuba's economy further by selling the island oil at favorable prices.



That "meant important relief and opened new possibilities," Castro wrote.



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Well, Mr Castro has not let old age diminish his desire to tell the United States where to get off and how much he dislikes what they have done. I am sure that communism is not my cup of tea and if people are being hurt by their communist leaders, I am the first to cry foul. However, it does not matter that I feel democracy is the way to go. Other people have to choose their system of government. Forcing something on a group of people is never the way to go. This gets the United States in major trouble every time.



I am aware of how people have suffered under Castro. I once had a Cuban neighbor who informed me of how hard it was to live under Castro's regime for some. I understand the desire to come to the US in any way you can get here. I would want to be leaving my dust in Cuba too. I have heard it is a beautiful country and that I would think it was paradise. It is ninety miles off the coast of Florida. I can see where I would love the environment there.



I hope Bush is not seriously considering messing with Cuba. I am sure history is not his strong suit. He may want to brush up on the Cuban missile crisis and the Bay of Pigs fisaco. Jack Kennedy had to go on national television and admit to the mistakes he made with the Bay of Pigs. ( You have to admire someone like that. I doubt Bush will ever admit to a mistake. Of course, you have to see where you are wrong to admit an error in judgement. )


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Random Entry

17:25 Jun 18 2007
Times Read: 673


On open relationships: Do not get into one if you cannot deal with the person you are in a relationship with having someone else. IF you can and go ahead, remember you would not be the main one for them, if you were not the one they loved the most. Some people need others . Others only need one person and sometimes that is for a lifetime. Many are going to be with one person now and another later. Relationships are funny that way. They can not be predicted and no-one knows for sure what is going to happen. Whenever you are dealing with people, things can happen that you never saw coming. Of course, there is always some foresight. You have to use your own mind to figure that out. Personally, I am not big on open relationships for myself. Give me that and I will run with it. The main person in my life would feel like they just let me go with someone else. That someone else may eventually take their place. That is never wise when dealing with me.



On my Job: I got awakened today by a phone call from my supervisor from Addecco. She was wanting to know if I wanted to work tonight. I politely declined. I need money and am all for bettering myself, but that has to be balanced with taking care of yourself. I am one of the worst in the lot for overworking and thinking the money will be nice. I did that in 2004. The end result is I ended up getting fired from my job which in the long run was my fault and the biggest blessing one could receive. The person who should have fired me was not at work that day. She ended up getting fired. She did play a direct role by turning up the pressure. Karma may not always be instant, but it is sure on time.



On Father's Day: That was one of the most relaxing days I have had in years. Especially with it being a holiday and all. I would have thought it would be stressful. My roommate's father came into to town. Her mother who has been ill for quite some time could not be here. That was sad. Of course, my roommate cooked. She will always do that. We watched the DVD of the movie Bobby. Her father had not seen it. I ended up making amends to a point ( If you know me , you know this fellow is still on probation with me. The jury is still out on this one. ) with the yahoo next door. He decided to psychoanalyze my roommate's feelings for him ( her words not mine). Perhaps, he was. She is wanting and thinks he wants more than a friendship with her with possible benefits down the line. Perhaps, she is correct in that line of thinking. I cannot read this man's mind and nor do I want to. Men are wonderful creatures, but their minds may be a minefield I do not care to cross. Getting blown up is not my idea of a fun way to spend the afternoon. Hopefully, this fellow will either come around to something serious with my roommate or they will agree to friendship. I have no desire to intervene. IT will work itself out sooner or later.



On things that do not pertain to you: This one is for everyone, including myself. Wish I could leave myself out of this one, but I am curious by nature and sometimes I go nuts and want to solve the world's problems. No, I am not Mother Theresa. Ask leo8280 on the rave. She will visit the outskirts of fantasy land with you and tell you, I am more Bobby Kennedy than anything else. Yeah and tomorrow the whole world is going to be as one.

Anyway, the question of the week at my job was if you say your good friend's spouse/ whatever in a bar cheating would you tell it? My first response would be no. I would not want to get caught in a mess. You could end up losing a good friend when she or he stays with the cheater. One of my friends informed me I better tell her if I saw it. Well, since I do not hang out in bars , I should never have to keep anything from her. Somethings are better left unsaid. If you say anything, you cause hurt and pain. Things may work themselves out. Yes, there may even be more pain later on, but at least you can rest your head on your pillow at night knowing you did not cause it.


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Good Night and Good Luck

23:34 Jun 15 2007
Times Read: 680


I have to go to work tonight. I am telling anyone who is reading this "Good Night and Good Luck. " I borrowed this tagline from Edward R Murrow. He was a journalist in the last century who is a great guy to know something about.


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A Song I Like

04:47 Jun 12 2007
Times Read: 689


"Alcohol"- Brad Paisley



I can make anybody pretty

I can make you believe any lie

I can make you pick a fight

With somebody twice your size



I been known to cause a few break ups

I been known to cause a few births

I can make you new friends

Or get you fired from Work



And since the day I left Milwaukee

Lynchburg and Bordeaux France

Been making the bars lots of big money

And helping white people dance

I got you in trouble in high school

But college, now that was a ball

You had some of the best times

You'll never remember with me

Alcohol

Alcohol



I got blamed at your wedding reception

For your best man's embarrassing speech

And also for those

Naked pictures of you at the beach



I've influenced kings and world leaders

I helped Hemmingway write like he did

And I'll bet you a drink or two that I can make you

Put that lampshade on your head



[2nd Chorus]

'Cause since the day I left Milwaukee

Lynchburg and Bordeaux France

Been making a fool out of folks just like you

And helping white people dance

I'm medicine and I am poison

I can help you up or make you fall

You had some of the best times

You'll never remember with me

Alcohol

Alcohol


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Not Exactly Hell But Not Heaven Either

20:37 Jun 06 2007
Times Read: 699


I think I have discovered purgatory. It is planet Earth.



This weekend I wrote a journal entry about the young lady on my job that was seeking my phone number from a friend of mine. She wanted me to side with her in a disagreement she had with another co-worker. Of course, I got to be the unlucky eye-witness. I had no plans of talking to Gloria, our supervisor, about any of this, since I had already told the temp lead what needed to be said. I had to call Gloria to tell her I would work this weekend if there was a spot open. I decided to let her know that the young lady wanting my number was the one who pushed the other co-worker to behave in a manner that is not typically normal for her. I do not like to be bothered with non essential things concerning my job when I am off. That is my time, since I get paid by the hour and am not in any position of importance on that job.



My apartment complex made the morning edition of the Waco paper. Apparently, three young men approached a man and his girlfriend for a ride. The man declined to help them and was kidnapped at gunpoint. The girlfriend was not taken. The man was made to drive them around for a period of time and then released after being warned not to call the cops. The three men who wanted to kidnap another person are now in police custody. One of the suspects had cocaine in his possession. Drugs are a problem everywhere. Waco has more than its fair share of that problem. It is so small that you cannot get away from it, no matter where you decide to live. I am pretty sure the young men are not residents of this complex; however I would bet good money they are friends/boyfriends of someone who lives here. When you live in an apartment, I would find it polite for someone to be particular about who they let on the premises. A bad actor who visits can affect more than just who they are visiting. Other residents just may pay the price for their behavior.



Well, I have three required days of work this week. Tonight is night number one. We shall see about the weekend. Hopefully, the people on my job that love drama got their share of it this weekend and will be too worn out to create any. Wishful thinking? Probably so.


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So You Had A Better Day

23:35 Jun 05 2007
Times Read: 703


Yesterday finally ended and I am glad. Today is much better. My 12 year old who has been through quite a bit in his life is currently somewhere getting his behavior together. He got to visit me unsupervised today. I was so glad. He behaved beautifully. Maybe someday soon he can be home.



I was upset to hear that his father was in Marlin which is only 30 miles away from me. I divorced this man due to unbearable abuse both my son and I suffered. Malcolm helps one of the men where he is at haul things to earn extra money. He is currently working on a pass to Six Flags. He earned the money for one last year. They went to Marlin and Malcolm saw both his father and his grandfather. He did not think they saw him. I hope not. His father has lost his parental rights and has no right to say anything to this child. Malcolm did want to go see the graves of his grandmother and his uncle, Malcolm ( his father's brother). He went by there on his way home.



I got a nap this afternoon. Naps are wonderful things. You do not have to pay any money to take one and you end up feeling better. It was not an extra long one, but enough that I feel one hundred percent better.



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Your Beautiful - James Blunt

16:38 Jun 04 2007
Times Read: 708


If anyone I worked with knew I loved this song, they would be shocked.





Your Beautiful



My life is brilliant.



My life is brilliant.

My love is pure.

I saw an angel.

Of that I'm sure.

She smiled at me on the subway.

She was with another man.

But I won't lose no sleep on that,

'Cause I've got a plan.



You're beautiful. You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

I saw your face in a crowded place,

And I don't know what to do,

'Cause I'll never be with you.



Yeah, she caught my eye,

As we walked on by.

She could see from my face that I was,

Flying high, [ - video/radio edited version]

Fucking high, [ - CD version]

And I don't think that I'll see her again,

But we shared a moment that will last till the end.



You're beautiful. You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

I saw your face in a crowded place,

And I don't know what to do,

'Cause I'll never be with you.



You're beautiful. You're beautiful

You're beautiful, it's true.

There must be an angel with a smile on her face,

When she thought up that I should be with you.

But it's time to face the truth,

I will never be with you.


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One of My Favorite Songs

09:05 Jun 04 2007
Times Read: 713


Something To Believe In - Poison



Well I see him on the TV

Preachin' 'bout the promised land

He tells me to believe in Jesus

And steals the money from my hand



Some say he was a good man

But Lord I think he sinned, yeah



Twenty-two years of mental tears

Cries a suicidal Vietnam vet

Who fought a losing war on a foreign shore

To find his country didn't want him back



Their bullets took his best friend in Saigon

Our lawyers took his wife and kids, no regrets

In a time I don't remember

In a war he can't forget



He cried "Forgive me for what I've done there

Cause I never meant the things I did"



Chorus:

And give me something to believe in

If there's a Lord above

And give me something to believe in

Oh, Lord arise



My best friend died a lonely man

In some Palm Springs hotel room

I got the call last Christmas Eve

And they told me the news



I tried all night not to break down and cry

As the tears rolled down my face

I felt so cold and empty

Like a lost soul out of place



And the mirror, mirror on the wall

Sees my smile it fades again



Chorus



Sometimes I wish to God I didn't know now

The things I didn't know then

Road you gotta take me home



Solo



I drive by the homeless sleeping on a cold dark street

Like bodies in an open grave

Underneath the broken old neon sign

That used to read JESUS SAVES





A mile away live the rich folks

And I see how they're living it up

While the poor they eat from hand to mouth

The rich is drinkin' from a golden cup



And it just makes me wonder

Why so many lose, so few win



Chorus

You take the high road

And I'll take the low road



Sometimes I wish to God I didn't know now

The things I didn't know then



And give me something to believe in









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